Monday, April 26, 2010

I wish to Fly


I wish to fly......
Gazing at the eagles ruling the sky like indisputable masters, there sprouts a hope in my heart.. one day i too will unfold my wings and fly away.... fly above all my shackles of fear, overcoming all my mental pressures, winning over my shortcomings that keep me from winning!!!
One day i ll have my own piece of the sky.... no, i dont want to rule.... dnt wish to win over anyone else... juzz want to conquer my own self, to defeat the weaker sections of the regime of my brain... d world's easiest and the toughest job at the same time!!!!
I am desperate for that winning edge.....

I wish to fly.......
I wish to set myself free.... from all the useless thoughts that keep buzzing in my head all the time without a pause!!! They do me no good but every time they replay they keep me away from my goal.... y do they keep lurking in my mind inceasantly...... i hate bitching and baseless talks targetting the people around.. (i confess at times i find myself doing the same!!! :-(.. ) .Wish to feel that silence that renders you with mental piece n heart filled with melodies and goodwill and the entire world seems to dance to those melodies, people turn back to smile at you :-)

I wish to fly.....
I wish to defeat the ill wills i have for others at times!!! Wish to shatter all my grudges.... I never used to feel hatred for anyone when i was a kid.... wish to get that wonderful feeling back!!! Evey morning i pray to God to give me strength to surmount the ugliness of my thoughts!!!

I wish to fly......
N one day i ll fly away.... I have hope in my heart, i ll have my own piece of sky... !!!! Juzz lik eagles..... my source of inspiration... i ll fly, over the clouds of my mental boundations!!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

A Thing of Beauty


I have always been very fond of nature since the day i opened my eyes to this amazing world and have been discovering beauty in everything that surrounds me. Be it a little insect with black spots on its red body or be it a whole range of mountains under the cloudy sky; everything around is simply beautiful. Simply, because God's job is not to stun. He created everything with such a generosity that it easily blends into every other thing around. Every object of nature complementing the rest of it. God knows no divisions. Veil a single element for a while, and it feels incomplete. See even He practises the holistic approach. He has created the world in its best form. The small things equally important as the big ones; He knows no biasing. So take care of small things and the big ones will automatically fall into place .

Beauty resides in every creation of the Almighty, he has not made a single mistake( might have reminded you of some twisted noses or misplaced eyes and ears). My love for beauty may very well explain the reason for mine not removing the spider webs from the walls of my hostel room considering their unbeatable patterns (lolz...). As they say, the beauty resides in the eye of the beholder. I believe, the ugliness sprouts from the agitated grey matter of over exhausted mindsets, too stubborn to appreciate any beauty around them.(How come anyone call the dark spots on the surface of moon ugly; how come anyone call them spots even.. Duhh!!!) So next time you find a fault with any body's nose, take it as an alarm ring. Your mindset has turned into a jungle with weeds of ugliness; its time to spade them out to turn it into a beautiful garden. Its not that no one can have the figures on his face misshaped or misplaced; its your focus that's on wrong things. Every person has got something special in himself; has been born with his own gift of beauty. We as beholders need to shift our focus to this special quality. Beauty is not always substantive or visual. It dwells within us, grows double the moment we start appreciating it. A Thing of Beauty is sweeter than the sweetest melodies ever heard (as you can compose your own melody everytime you behold it) and it lasts forever.

So lets celebrate the Beauty of Life with full fervour. Lets dance frivolous along with the magical trees tapping on the beats of the wild wind whizzing past the forest. Take a moment to enjoy a child's giggle, and you can bet to get the same glee on your face too. Feel the glory of the rising sun and the dignity with which it sets. Let the calmness of the moon soothe your burning soul. Walk bare foot on the wet grass and observe the dew pearls on broad leaves. Close your eyes for a second, relieve your self from all your shackles, and then reopen them to the world to dive in the ocean of the beauty of your own soul.